i'm not going to drink again....
major hangover... and feeling sick... thank god for fresh air.

my uncle bought me Gackt - The Next Decade- when he was i Japan this week. I love my uncle <3

now food and more water

Did the exam today... fingers crossed that i will pass^^
I'm going out with some friends to celebrate the end of exam stuff...
feels kind of nice...

Sis, i hope that i will hear from you soon, miss you alot <3

Big exam tomorrow and tomorrow night party ^^
have been studying all day...
Now i'm just going to take it easy and hopefully pass the exam tomorrow

After two intense days of moving all the shit that i have to my new apartment, i feel really sad. Happy to be out of the other hellhole but still sad.
Mum and dad helped me with the move(again) and now i'm all settled in and i can't help but to feel as if i don't want to live this far from my family.
I feel really lonley, and it was a pain when mum and dad left. I hate being this homesick but i can't help it.
I don't know what got me to go this programe in another city that far from home.

And I feel really stressed out about school and i have a tone of stuff that i have to do and i don't even get half of it. Plus two failed tests that aren't so small either.
I feel clueless att class and i don't get what they are talking about!

How the hell am I going to pull this off?
Sometimes i wish that i had a car. And that i could just go home. I really love this new place but right now i feel as if i don't have a single friend here and i'm all alone. I don't know what to do now, and going to bed is out of option. Too early for that.
And I miss the stupid dog of mine. He was here the entire day and i got used to him... goddammit!

I feel as if i'm going to be sad for a long time...
not even GACKT can cheer me up... nothing...

Sorry for this really depressing post, i just had to get it out of my system and maybe it'll be better, though i seriously doubt it.

I fucking hate being ill...
It feels like that's all i've been this fall... *pissed off at the moment*

it's a good thing that sis is here to cheer me up <3

Hi!
It's been a while since i posted anythíng here,,,
I've gotten ill, nothing serious just a cold... but i really hate it...
I also got three little turtles^^ one is called Knut and the other two have no names yet... any ideas what their names should be?

Now I'm off to facebook and to a conversation with kohaku_kyoujin

If there is one person or more on your friends list who makes your world a better place just because they exist, and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the Internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.

I did it again...
I deleted ALL my messages -.-'
i'm too tired to care...
おやすみ

It's been a while since I posted anything...
Today, I got home and colored my hair, and hearing about A. Paerson's 9:th place in the alpinely world cup.
Now I'm really tired and tomorrow i hope to hear from Kitten and Tiger... :D

Now I'm off to my own bead and hope to be able to sleep to at least nine tomorrow...

おやすみ!